the village
2004-09-20

Jessie and I went to see The Village. I think I liked it more than he did. I really thought Bryce Howard did a fantastic job. The trouble was half way through the film, Jessie leans over, "Is she blind?" Anyway, he thought the storyline was entirely stupid. But I loved cast. Lots of really solid performances.

I guess we're getting along ok. I mean, when we're together I don't think about me being older than he is. I don't know why this bothers me when I'm alone. I think about a lot of things when I'm alone.

I wonder what Jack's doing. I wonder if he even thinks about me at all.

I didn't ask Jessie about him. We met up with some of his friends at the comicbook store, afterwards. I saw his cousin Chris. We must have been there what seemed like a couple of a couple of hour, but I was back home before the Emmy Awards started.

Mostly, they talked about some role playing game. They keep bugging Jessie to join this game, but he just shrugs.

I feel bad I didn't make it to church. I wanted to rest, mostly. Spend the afternoon with Jessie.

Now its time to get back to reality. School.

Still warm and windy. A lot of people have colds. I somehow feel doomed. I'll be next.