I left my hart...somewhere
2005-02-14

Its been rainy this weekend. I got all sneezy when I came home Saturday night after going out with James, Cory and Spencer. They thought something had happened to me. Like how many times can I sneeze? But that was the worst of it. I was fine by the time church started. And Chris was there.

Its strange how you have to be around each other at church. I mean, he was all kidding. A little. And I kept trying to concentrate on what was happening. We're actually having a Valentine banquet tonight. Chris can't go(darn, play rehearsal..at least that wasn't the only thing he talked about), but he said at noon we could go to lunch. And I'm looking forward to that.

We went back to his house and watched videos. And he sang for me. Songs from the play. I'm not sure the titles and he's not getting to sing a solo..but..never the less..I got a concert. He told me he'd rather just sing for me than a whole audience. I don't know if that a good thing or a bad thing. I mean, it was cute in the beginning, but now its like..my life is a musical. Yeah, right.

Anyway, on the upside, he has perfect pitch and the music or the drama teacher would be crazy not to let him sing a solo. I hope he gets too. He's learning all the songs..just in case. He's really disciplined about all this stuff. Its just I'm afraid they think he's a show off, you know and well, I wish he could see that or understand that. Its strange how all these flaws keeps popping up. I just wish it didn't bug me so much. Now if I knew what bugged him about me.