hangups, cravings and work
2007-09-06

I have to admit when we went to bed last night at 11, I just kept wanting to kick Logan. Not intentionally, but..but..ok, he starts touching my leg like he's wanting something..but then he says, "I'm tired..." And I so want to say, "OK, then, let me alone..." but I don't.

My legs get so restless lately. I don't know how to calm them down, sometimes, when I'm trying to sleep.

It doesn't happen all the time, just sometimes.

Then I come home today, and all I want is chocolate. I hate this. I'm out of chocolate.

I want to go out to eat so bad, but we can't. Payday is tomorrow. And we are trying to budget. We have more money than we did, but if we eat out all the time like I want, well, we won't.

I'm trying to figure out what's really my problem. Its just I'm not really making friends at my new job. And well, I know it takes time, but maybe I'm depressed.

So there, all my little hangups at the moment.

Sigh.

Logan promised he would cook tonight. Hopefully, its something good.